Saturday, 25 April 2009
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Inspired.
I just finished cleaning my room. I'm listening to Caoimhín Ó Raghallaigh. I've got my colored pencils and calligraphy markers out and I'm going to create something on paper.
It's rare when I do draw or paint. Only when something really grabs me. Today I made a hard choice: to reconnect with people from my old youth group where I was hurt so badly. I didn't realize the pain was still there until just now. But I think God just pulled that weed out, and now the hole feels like a lost tooth.
I really feel like the only way I can heal now is to reconnect with those people. Maybe they'll be better and different and we can finally be friends. I've always wanted that, for them to be real with me. They inspire me, and always have.
Caoimhín is the catalyst for art in my world. I'm going to straighten my covers, hop on my bed, and see what I can come up with. Sometimes drawing really wears me out mentally. I hope today that I finish feeling refreshed. Because right now I feel like I could draw pages.
Life is good. I'm optimistic.
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Comments (2)
I'll be praying that you can reconnect with these friends. Hopefully they've grown and matured.
@Daithi - thank you so much. that's a big comfort!